IM DONE WITH THE WORLD

WOW IT NEVER FAILS IT SEEMS LIKE EVER THING THAT CAN GO WRONG DOES GO WRONG MAN....... IT'S BAD ENOUGH THAT SENIOR TRIP AND PROM HAS PUT ME IN DEBT BUT NOW I HAVE TO BUY A GRADUATION DRESS THAT I MIGHT NOT EVEN WEAR BEACUESE OF A PAPER THAT I HANDED IT IN LATE UGH IM SO MAD THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF SOMEONE BROKE MY FONE AND IT CANT GET FIXED FOR FREE I HAVE TO PAY FOR IT AND I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY FOR IT BUT IMMA SEE IF I CAN GET THE SKOOL TO MAKE THE PERSON THAT BROKE IT TO PAY FOR IT OR AT LEAST HALF BUT WATEVER IM DONE CARING ABOUT EVERYTHING SKOOL BOI's work life in general

SENIOR TRIP

WERE OUT OF HERE FLORIDA HERE WE COME BOI ME AND MY PPL GOIN HAVIES

SENIOR TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES THE WEEK HAS COME WHEN I CAN SAY BY TO THE BOOKS AND HELLO TO THE RIDES AND FUN TIMES WITH MY FRIENDS IN FLORIDA. ON MAY 11TH I WILL BE TURNING MY BAG IN TO THE SCHOOL SO IT CAN BE CHECKED . AND THEN THE 12TH I WILL BE BOARDING A PLANE TO FUN .. MY SENIOR TRIP IS HERE AND I STILL HAVE SOME TOUCHING UP TO DO BUT IM READY MENTALLY . I CANT WAIT FOR ME AND MY FRIENDS TO JUST LET GO OF ALL THE STRESS THAT HIGH SCHOOL BRING AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN I HOPE AT THE END OF THE TRIP I WILL HAVE HAD DAYS I WILL REMEMBER AND NIGHT I WILL NEVER FORGET........................

COLLEGE

YES IM A SENIOR AND GRADUATION IS ALMOST HERE BUT IM NOT THAT EXICTED BECAUSE OF COLLEGE. I WANTED TO GO TO A FOUR YEAR COLLEGE BUT IT SEEMS I HAVE TO GO TO A COMMUNITY COLLEGE. MY SAT SCORES WERE GOOD TO ME I GOT A 1260 ON MY FIRST TRY AND HAVENT GONE BACK TO TAKE IT AGAIN.. THE THING THAT HELD ME BACK FROM GOING ON TO MONTCLAIR SATE WAS MY GRADES .....THIS YEAR I STARTED OFF WITH A BIG CASE OF SENIORIOTIS I WHICH I REALLY DID NOT CARE IN MY MIND I HAD IT MADE....WRONG MY GRADES WERE ALWAYS LOW WHICH MESSED UP MY GPA. SO FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS I WILL BE AT A COMMUNITY COLLEGE WHILE MOST OF MY FRIENDS WILL BE LOVIN/HATING THE TRUE COLLEGE LIFE. IT KINDA SUCKS SEEING YOUR FRIENDS OF FAMILY MEMBERS GETTIN IN TO BIG COLLEGES AND THEN THEY ASK YOU WERE DID U GET IN TO AND U SAY OHHHH IM GOING TO CCC OR ACCC LIK BOOOO I FEEL LIKE A BIG FAILURE..... WHAT REALLY IS EATING ME UP IS THAT I HAVE TWO PPL IN MY FAMILY THAT ARE GRADUATING THIS YEAR ONE IS THREW MARRRIAGE BUT THE OTHER IS A BLOOD RELATIVE AND ALL MY LIFE I HAD TO COMPEAT WITH HER EVEN IF SHE OFR ANYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY KNEW.. SHE WAS ALWAYS GOOD AT THIS AND GOOD AT THAT AND SHE ALWAYS HAD THE BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS SHE WAS SKINNER WITH MORE HAIR BETTER GRADES AND IT SEEMED LIKE EVEN IF THEY WERENT TRYING TO RUB IT IN MY FACE THEY DID. MY MOM WOULD ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HERE BUT I NEVER SEEN MY UNCLES AND SUNTS TALK ABOUT ME LIKE THAT NOW IM GOING TO A STINKIN COUMMUNITY COLLEGE WERE AS SHE GOING TO A FOUR YEAR COLLEGE AND I KNO THE PRAISE FOR HER WONT STOP AT THE END OF HIGH SCHOOL I KNOW WHEN SHE HITS COLLEGE AD DOING THINGS I CANT RIGHT NOW THAT I WILL HERE IT AGAIN SHE THIS AND SHE THAT....................... SO IM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT WEN IM DONE WITH THIS COMUNIOTY COLLEGE I CAN MAKE IT IN TO MONTCLAIR STATE AND START A LIFE I WILL NEVER FORGET

32DAYS UNTILL GRADUATION

THIS YEAR HAS BEEN THE WORST FOR ME AND IN THE BEGINING I WAS HOPING IT WOULD NEVER END... NOT NOW I CANT WAIT UNTILL JUNE 19TH WHEN MY NAME IS CALLED AND I RECIEVE THAT PAPER SAYING IM DONE HIGH SCHOOL... THE TEACHERS ARE SLOWLLLY GETTING DRIVING ME UP THE WALL NOW ITS JUST THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKES WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE. THERE IS NOTHING TO DO CLASSES ARE POINTLESS AT THIS TIME BECAUSE TEACHERS DONT WANT TO TEACH AND STUDENTS DONT WHAT TO LEARN. SO IN CLASSS ALL I HEAR IS BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP!!!!!!!!! THEN THE BELL RINGS LATE LIKE CLASSES TO ME USED TO FLYY BY NOW IT FEELS LIKE IM IN CLASS FOR LIKE HOURS AND THEY WONT LET ME OUT ............... THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW IS MY SENIOR TRIP IS HERE NEXT WEEK I WONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE BORING TEACHERS AND THE SLOW CLASSES BECAUSE I WILL BE IN FLORIDA HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE WITH MY FRIENDS... BUT AS ALWAYS SOMETHING IS NOT GOING TO GO RIGHT HOPEFULLY WE CAN GET OVER THAT... THE BAD THING ABOUT IT IS THE TIME IN FLORDIA IS GOING TO GO SO FAST AS I WISH MY SKOOL DAYS WOULD. THEN THERSE PROM BUT AS OF RIGHT NOW THERE IS MORE WORRY THEN HAPPINESS ABOUT THAT I HAVE NO DRESS NO HAIR STYLE NO HOTEL FOR PROM WEKEND NO WAY TO PROM WEEKEND NO DATE(WHICH I REALLY DONT NEED BUT IT WOULD MAKE ME LOOK BETTER) LITTLE MONEY IF I COULD GO BACK TO LAST SUMMER I WOULD HAVE SAVED HALF OF MY CHECKS SO I COULD HAVE SPENDING MONEY BUT GOD WORKS IN CRAZY WAYS AND I HOPE AND PRAY HE WORKS IN MY FAVOR.............................

Spring Break is over :(

today we came back to school and for my first two periods we just talked about how our break and what we did....... well i had a good break you can say but it got even better at the end when i got my summer job back. a lot of people thank working at clementon park is wack but for me it was too fun.. maybe because i was working with 3 of my fav ppl TYANA,RADIAH AND,ADRIANNA....... we had mad fun just joking around. people seem to think its below them but its not.... i workin the games department and that just screams funnnn.... when you work there u meet a lot of cool ppl i wouldnt trade my 7.15 job in for a 9.15 job because in this job you get paid in money and friendship also you have a place were u can have fun not many jobs provide that im ready to end school get my deploma and work work work this summer .......................................

What's inside is different from the outside!!!!!

Did you ever wonder who a person is.... it seems that society has us looking on the outside and not on the inside. we used to do both but know if they look a certain way then that's how they r to you for life. when really the meanest looking person could in the inside be the most caring person. I'm not saying that i don't do it as well but people have their categories and they have a way of sorting them out. i wonder how people view me because i am big i must be greedy,nasty,lazy and ugly.....
I'm not i do like to eat don't get me wrong but i don't have to eat every five Min's like ppl think I'm not nasty, i like to get out and do things so I'm not lazy and i know for d**m sure know i m not ugly. so for people to look at me with disgust and ignorance check your self out first because in the long run the way my life has been helps me see other ppls views. which will get me very far IN THE INSIDE I'M A VERY CARING AND HUMBLE PERSON I TRY TO GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE I DO FOR PPL MORE THAN I DO FOR MY SELF SO WHEN YOU SEE ME ON THE STREET AND YOU LOOK OVER AT ME WITH IGNORANCE AND DISGUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE MISSING OUT ON KNOW A GREAT BEAUTIFUL PERSON........................................