SENIOR TRIP

WERE OUT OF HERE FLORIDA HERE WE COME BOI ME AND MY PPL GOIN HAVIES

SENIOR TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES THE WEEK HAS COME WHEN I CAN SAY BY TO THE BOOKS AND HELLO TO THE RIDES AND FUN TIMES WITH MY FRIENDS IN FLORIDA. ON MAY 11TH I WILL BE TURNING MY BAG IN TO THE SCHOOL SO IT CAN BE CHECKED . AND THEN THE 12TH I WILL BE BOARDING A PLANE TO FUN .. MY SENIOR TRIP IS HERE AND I STILL HAVE SOME TOUCHING UP TO DO BUT IM READY MENTALLY . I CANT WAIT FOR ME AND MY FRIENDS TO JUST LET GO OF ALL THE STRESS THAT HIGH SCHOOL BRING AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN I HOPE AT THE END OF THE TRIP I WILL HAVE HAD DAYS I WILL REMEMBER AND NIGHT I WILL NEVER FORGET........................

COLLEGE

YES IM A SENIOR AND GRADUATION IS ALMOST HERE BUT IM NOT THAT EXICTED BECAUSE OF COLLEGE. I WANTED TO GO TO A FOUR YEAR COLLEGE BUT IT SEEMS I HAVE TO GO TO A COMMUNITY COLLEGE. MY SAT SCORES WERE GOOD TO ME I GOT A 1260 ON MY FIRST TRY AND HAVENT GONE BACK TO TAKE IT AGAIN.. THE THING THAT HELD ME BACK FROM GOING ON TO MONTCLAIR SATE WAS MY GRADES .....THIS YEAR I STARTED OFF WITH A BIG CASE OF SENIORIOTIS I WHICH I REALLY DID NOT CARE IN MY MIND I HAD IT MADE....WRONG MY GRADES WERE ALWAYS LOW WHICH MESSED UP MY GPA. SO FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS I WILL BE AT A COMMUNITY COLLEGE WHILE MOST OF MY FRIENDS WILL BE LOVIN/HATING THE TRUE COLLEGE LIFE. IT KINDA SUCKS SEEING YOUR FRIENDS OF FAMILY MEMBERS GETTIN IN TO BIG COLLEGES AND THEN THEY ASK YOU WERE DID U GET IN TO AND U SAY OHHHH IM GOING TO CCC OR ACCC LIK BOOOO I FEEL LIKE A BIG FAILURE..... WHAT REALLY IS EATING ME UP IS THAT I HAVE TWO PPL IN MY FAMILY THAT ARE GRADUATING THIS YEAR ONE IS THREW MARRRIAGE BUT THE OTHER IS A BLOOD RELATIVE AND ALL MY LIFE I HAD TO COMPEAT WITH HER EVEN IF SHE OFR ANYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY KNEW.. SHE WAS ALWAYS GOOD AT THIS AND GOOD AT THAT AND SHE ALWAYS HAD THE BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS SHE WAS SKINNER WITH MORE HAIR BETTER GRADES AND IT SEEMED LIKE EVEN IF THEY WERENT TRYING TO RUB IT IN MY FACE THEY DID. MY MOM WOULD ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HERE BUT I NEVER SEEN MY UNCLES AND SUNTS TALK ABOUT ME LIKE THAT NOW IM GOING TO A STINKIN COUMMUNITY COLLEGE WERE AS SHE GOING TO A FOUR YEAR COLLEGE AND I KNO THE PRAISE FOR HER WONT STOP AT THE END OF HIGH SCHOOL I KNOW WHEN SHE HITS COLLEGE AD DOING THINGS I CANT RIGHT NOW THAT I WILL HERE IT AGAIN SHE THIS AND SHE THAT....................... SO IM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT WEN IM DONE WITH THIS COMUNIOTY COLLEGE I CAN MAKE IT IN TO MONTCLAIR STATE AND START A LIFE I WILL NEVER FORGET

32DAYS UNTILL GRADUATION

THIS YEAR HAS BEEN THE WORST FOR ME AND IN THE BEGINING I WAS HOPING IT WOULD NEVER END... NOT NOW I CANT WAIT UNTILL JUNE 19TH WHEN MY NAME IS CALLED AND I RECIEVE THAT PAPER SAYING IM DONE HIGH SCHOOL... THE TEACHERS ARE SLOWLLLY GETTING DRIVING ME UP THE WALL NOW ITS JUST THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKES WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE. THERE IS NOTHING TO DO CLASSES ARE POINTLESS AT THIS TIME BECAUSE TEACHERS DONT WANT TO TEACH AND STUDENTS DONT WHAT TO LEARN. SO IN CLASSS ALL I HEAR IS BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP WOMP!!!!!!!!! THEN THE BELL RINGS LATE LIKE CLASSES TO ME USED TO FLYY BY NOW IT FEELS LIKE IM IN CLASS FOR LIKE HOURS AND THEY WONT LET ME OUT ............... THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW IS MY SENIOR TRIP IS HERE NEXT WEEK I WONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE BORING TEACHERS AND THE SLOW CLASSES BECAUSE I WILL BE IN FLORIDA HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE WITH MY FRIENDS... BUT AS ALWAYS SOMETHING IS NOT GOING TO GO RIGHT HOPEFULLY WE CAN GET OVER THAT... THE BAD THING ABOUT IT IS THE TIME IN FLORDIA IS GOING TO GO SO FAST AS I WISH MY SKOOL DAYS WOULD. THEN THERSE PROM BUT AS OF RIGHT NOW THERE IS MORE WORRY THEN HAPPINESS ABOUT THAT I HAVE NO DRESS NO HAIR STYLE NO HOTEL FOR PROM WEKEND NO WAY TO PROM WEEKEND NO DATE(WHICH I REALLY DONT NEED BUT IT WOULD MAKE ME LOOK BETTER) LITTLE MONEY IF I COULD GO BACK TO LAST SUMMER I WOULD HAVE SAVED HALF OF MY CHECKS SO I COULD HAVE SPENDING MONEY BUT GOD WORKS IN CRAZY WAYS AND I HOPE AND PRAY HE WORKS IN MY FAVOR.............................