i just read a blog from one of my close friends and she was saying how her a a group of friends got together to chill ... well while reading that post i relized thatim a real stick in the mud i dont go out i dont pary i dont chill over friends house and i dont even call or talk on the fone with them..... i guess it's because im always scared that someone is going to say something bad about me and its gonna hurt. i have a close friend that is also a cousin and she asked me why i alwasy turn down an invite somewhere but always wants to be invited i used to say that i want to be thought about or that someone wants to hang wit me but now i realise that i dont know why i do that.now that my legg is messed up my life really sux i stay in the house all day and dont do nuttin. i wanna change and go out and party like others but when i think about the past i get scared cuz i know how it is wen ppl talk trash im a big girl and ppl see that as a open door for a fun tyme to talk about me.. i guess i need to stop worring about what ppl say but its hard.... i hope i get over it by prom cuz i wanna havies that weekend boiiiiiii
Qiana, you know we always have those days were we go out and chill...most of the time is it a China House and a couple of other times its just around the way. I alwasy say Quiana let's go here or Quiana lets go there but you always say you don't feel like it. You know darn well no one wants to play you or make you feel any type of way. We all love you and if we joke its out of love. The end is near so you need to make it soon to one of our gatherings.
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